What if..?

What would you do if one day all the reasons that ignite you just run out? Would you still run and chase it? Would you still do it even if there's no assurance that you can have it back? Is it still worth doing all that?

What if along the way you stumbled upon something new, something that seemed different that you asked yourself why now? Would you change path, take the less travelled and frequently judged?

Then you finally gained consciousness. Life is playing with you again. It shows you all its cards, give you the chance to choose but whatever you do you know you'll still lose (in one way or another).

Don't underestimate me because I've learned from before. I can see your next move. But what should I do then?

For now I will leave. Take a vacation, a break or something that could stop this even for just a moment or two. But is it right? Is is the best thing to do? Questions are the things I can only provide and answers are not mine. In the end we'll just leave it all behind. So why am I still caring?

Because I am still living. So until then.